Well...

Lately I feel like I've been doing everything wrong, like I'm a jerk and that I should just go away. i guess its just part of being a teenager.... oh well. I got my permit yesterday, pretty cool. I just need to go down to the dmv and get the official permit card and I.D. wooo! Legend and I, as I usually post, aregoing through though time. I feel like I'm not the right girl for him. He's said many times that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, but the way he acts is prettty much the opposite of what I want of a future life style. He's into scene, goth, emo, kinda stlye. He wants to have gauges piercings and he wants to be a professional welder of some sort. He wears skiny jeans, womans sknny jeans, and loves sceamo band shirts. I'm more of the indie chick who wants to dress apropriatly and hav no more then 4 piercings, listens to indie and pop. I wanna be an art teacher and I have a plan for the future with a nice house, job, husband, and kids. He's sure he's going to give that... I just dont know.