Well.

Not exactly sure what to say. Really lately everything in my life has been like a roller coaster of uncertainty. Yay, being a teenager, right? My Christmas was pretty good, I got a lot of presents, gave some presents, spent time with my mom, her boyfriend, and my bother, which is better then visiting my dad and his girlfriend. I wish Michael (my boyfriend) had been talking to me, that would have made it better. As usual, I feel like I shouldn't be with Michael, like he and I don't fit together well, and that's upsetting. There are so many other guys who want to treat me well, and I don't care because I'm so hooked on trying to get Michael to treat me how I think I deserve. Maybe I'm unrealistic. Who knows? I'm a teenage girl, my emotions are always all over the place I guess. I really miss Michael. I haven't really had like a real conversation with him in a long time. He hasn't come over in a while, and I haven't really felt that connection with him in a while. I guess it's a phase. Who knows. Well there is my depressing teenager rant. I don't even think that many people read my blog anyways, so it doesn't really matter, haha. Well bye now!